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EA1101

2007-10-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

I cant believe this- Next thursday will be the last Eng lesson.

I will miss these people=(

Out of all my tutorial groups, this batch reminds me of my JC class the most.

I hope we will keep in touch!

Good luck guys^^

ji de chi

2007-10-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

Cheerio to peggy for sending me those pics.=)

Cant believe nearly 1 wk had passed since our mid-term had ended.

Got back all my papers and guess what?

i did not do as badly as i thought i would be. (phew)

I even managed to pass my econ!! lol

I am really looking forward to the end of semester.

Another few more months to go!!!

They said i look retarded in this pic. lol

Elieen and me^^

Introducing Sharmaine and Peggy!

I want my desert!!

Econ

2007-10-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

Economic mid term is coming and i'm still struggling!!
Ms "Voodoo" who cheer me up =)

Staring at these notes did not really help.

Please wish me luck. Any kind soul who is willing to lend a hand? lol

Aloha

2007-09-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

Cant believe nearly a yr had past!
Haven been blogging for QUITE sometime.lol
But I'm back!!!
Anyway, Recess Week is ending tomorrow yet i still have so many things undone.*sign*
Was reading my past entries which brought back a lot of fond memories.
How i miss those days. lol
Life has indeed been quite hectic lately.
But i still hope to catch up with my old buddies.
Guys, pls kindly ask me out ok?^^
And i'll make a point to turn up=)

prom!

2006-12-12T13:29:00.000+08:00

Here are all the pics i have taken durin my prom!!^^

Prom

2006-12-07T11:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm.it has been sometimes since i last blog.
I got myself a job at scimed(Thanx to meli=)) and attended my prom^^
Speaking of prom, it wasnt exactly as bad as i thought.
In fact, it was pretty enjoyable.
It was nice to see everyone dressing their best instead of our usual uniform. lol
Thanx to wai leng's camera, i managed to have a few photographs taken for safe keeping purpose. lol
Most importantly, I had bought my prom stuffs within my budget! cheers.
I really thought i will be a beggar after the event.
Oh yea, did i mention that i hate high heels?
Why do women have to suffer the pain of wearing them? haha
I prefer flats-Stable and COMFORTABLE.
The heels that i wore during prom almost tore my toes.
Unfortunately, i am SHORT....
How i wish i'm taller then i have te excuse to wear flats throughtout my entire life......haha

ps: wai, remember to help me upload those pic^^ Love ya=)

troubled

2006-12-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm becoming lazy.
Have been workinng for te past few 2 days(Temporary)
And realised admin stuffs are not fun.
But at least, i'm earning some cash=)
In fact, i'm so busy lately tat i do not have the time to spend .lol
Here's one problem- I have not bought my prom dress yet! Gosh
Any kind soul willing to help?
I dun even have a single clue on what to get.
Most importantly, i dun wish to spend a bomb in getting a dress which i know i can wear only like less than 5 times in my entire life.
I'm so so screwed.
Really, feel like skipping prom at the moment....lol

KL

2006-11-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

This is going to be a long entry.
KL trip was pretty fun^^ At least better than i expected.
BUT, i wish i have more cash because then i can shop MORE. lol
Bought quite a few stuffs-Clothes, flip flops, , purse, boxers...
Their goods are definitely cheaper compared to singapore
Now, i finally understand why most of us are always broke..haha
Anyway, Quite an interesting incident happened during the trip.
First of all the guys tried to freak us(WQ, xy plus me) by callin us in te middle of te night.
Even though it may seem amusing but we were spooked.
Surprisingly, i was nt afraid then.lol. I wonder how the hell can i be so brave at that situation..haha
And can you believe it-I had eaten ALOT of food which i SWEAR i wont touch durin the trip itself. Got to work extra hard for prom...hahahaha. BUT it was worth it becoz te food was super nice=)
Kind of sad that it was only a 3 days trip. We only did some shoppin, play some cards, watch tv in hotel and of course-eating around.
Alright, guess i got to end off now....
I promise i'm going to travel around in the future^^

ps: Malaysia's shopping malls are HUGH!!!!

Preparation

2006-11-24T08:55:00.000+08:00

I'm just so tired.
Haven even pack my stuff for the KL trip later...gosh
Sometimes, life is just full of irony.
When we are busy with studies, we yearn for times to go out.
But when we do really have the time, we find it so tiring. lol
This is so amusing..=)
Cant imagine how much more $$ will i spend in KL.....i'm totally broke.
Folks out there, if you happen to know any avaliable jobs, pls inform me FIRST! hehe
Now i understand one thing.
In life, we cant do without these 2 essential elements-TIME and MONEY. hahaha
No wonder some say life is tough.=(
Well, i guess at this moment, i just have to stop complaining and live with it.
At least, i'm having fun now. haha
Kinda excited and looking forward for the trip later....KL, here i come=)

Back^^

2006-11-23T09:36:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm FINALLY back. lol.
It really had been a LONG time since i last updated.
Lets see how long can i last this time..haha
Guess what? A level was over-just like tat. I'm so relieved right now^^
BUT, i'm desperately trying to get a job! I realised i cannot do without cash.lol
Even though, i'm "cashless" at the moment, i'm still enjoyin myself=)
Slackin around, watching movies, meet up wid my dearest old pals...i love it!
And i'm going overseas this week end! lol
The destination is....*drum roll*
Malaysia! haha
Alright, although she is very near sg, it's still consider a foreign country^^
Hmm..i shall upload some pic taken fro Wai's cool hp soon.
Will update more in te future..look out^^

ps: Qing, I had done it at last! My blog!!! hahahaha

finish da chang jin!!!

2006-04-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

hey guys! Finally bloggin again~ Finished Da chang jin at last(1st April-1525hr) hehehe. It is really a good show man!
Anyway, Managed to survive our school cross country last wed. Hehe. In fact, i came in 11th position n got a medal^^
Hmm...n yea, dun think i will be bloggin regularly anymore because i'm keepin a personal diary now. N i'm a really lazy person.....wahahaha
Ok, the main reason why i'm actually bloggin is because......I have been tagged! haha. By qing n byy.....hai...so there u go.lol

Instructions:
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers.Specify the gender of the target.Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged.If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

the perfect GUY would.......
1)be taller than me(Tat's easy haha)
2)be someone tat i can relate to.hee
3)be someone who know when to speak n when to shut up...lol
4)laugh at himself in front of te mirror!
5)tolerate my standard daily boring diet.....hahaha
6)enjoy the hobbies tat i like^^
7)be someone tat i can trust
8)respect my judgement=)
8)not be shy, to say, "I LOVE YOU"hee
ok.....ttas abt it

The flollowin r people tat I have tagged
1)yuan ru
2)Serene
3)Audrey
4)Wai

ps: This is for byy-I totally regretted in taggin u te last time.......HAHA

ss

2006-03-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

Surprise surprise..i'm actually updatin my blog!! haha.
Firstly, pls congratulate me. School block test was finally over last wed!! cheers.
Unfortuantely............
This morning, the teachers were complaining about how badly we had done.....haha. I can now figure out how they will "lecture" us next week. As a matter of fact, i am not expecting good grades this time round....the papers were seriously kinda tough and most importantly, I didnt really study for it.(Especially durin the last few days of March holi) hahahahahaha. But i have no regrets coz I had really try my best^^
N yup, meet up wid wai yesterday. lol. Had a great chat wid her as usual...wai, rememeber to send me those pic if u r readin this! heee. And thanx for ur lovely notebook...It was super sweet=)
Speakin of presents, i must thank all the people who had given me their well-wishes on my big day...includin ms tay. Was really surprise to receive te small note from her. And thank you, jia, shu, ting, jolin n pei for te k-box n cake treat.(I will always rememebr tat!!!) Plus meifang, lynn n shina for ur 3 sexy FBT and adidas shorts. Lastly, received a nike t and adidias shoe bag fro te class as well,( just this morning actually)...haha.now i got an enitre set of new sport wears.hehehehe
Oh well, think i'm endin off soon. Got to catch da chang jin tat korean drama series! Sper nice^^ hahahaha. My objective this weekend-To finish watchin tat series!!! yes!!

My birthday!

2006-03-18T13:21:00.000+08:00

cheers! I'm finally 18!!!
Anyway, gonna buy 4D later.....hahahaha. If i really win, will give a big treat to shu n jia^^ The lucky numbers.....hahahaahha
Oh yea, Kbox celebration was fun! Enjoyed myself a lot even though i was really really tired..hehe. But it was pretty funny coz i dun noe any chinese songs except a few. So i ended up singing eng songs while te rest sang chinese one...muhaha. Real sorry abt tat^^ I'll tune in to chinese radio station in te future-Promise.hehehe
anyway, wanna thanx jie n bro!! They got me lotsa stuff
a mickey mouse bag
A billabong wallet
a converse shirt
a pendant
Then mummy n daddy a $150 ang boa n treat at siam(Or crystal jade) restaurant^^ woohoo...
Will be celebratin later.....cant wait*smile*

Mac celebration

2006-03-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

Oh man! I seriously wanna blog abt this! Had a great time at Bukit Merah-Mac earlier on. It was my first Birthday celebration at macdonald!! lol. Really wanna thank qiling for the effort and time^^ I was really really touched...
Anyway, the girls tried to book the party room on 18th but somebody else was faster. So we ended up celebratin my advance 18th birthday today...cheerio.
Honestly, the whole thing was pretty funny. All of us looked so out of place when we were in the room itself. The tables, the chairs...were all so......small......hahaha. Fortunately, we managed to settle down in the end and tada, came the macdonald personnel who appeared with a list of games that mac had planned. Somehow, i just got a feelin tat those games were thought by qiling becoz it was really LAME and i'm always de one kanna sabotage. *humph* We played silly games like musical chairs, pass the parcels......omg, can u believe it? Fortunately, we still had great fun..even the guys were enjoyin themselves...*surprise*
Guess the most MEMORABLE part was when the mac personnel suddenly requested me to stand on top of the table to perform the Fan-tastic burger "dance", together with the song. OMG. It was really embarrassin la!!!Thank god, wei wei was kind enough to accompany me for tat performance. Haha. So we ended makin a fool out of oursleves-Wei wei acting as the guy in the advertisement while i tried to act like te girl.....OMG!!!!!
And yea, meiting n gang was super sweet. They knew i'm a health food freak n brought me home-made sushi...^^ was really really HAPPY!
Suppose this was my BEST birthday celebration ever! Love te gigantic elmo you guys give! Will definitely cuddle him every night when i sleep^^ And thanx for te free taxi trip! You guys were ABSOLUTELY sweet=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

ps: Happy Birthday Wan qing!!!!

rottin sat

2006-03-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

oh great, march holi is finally here! cheers.
Haven been bloggin lately again. Was like so busy in sch. haha
Anyway, managed to survive physic skill D! Really Cant wait for a level to end! haha
Oh ya, shane wee fro 98.7fm is hot..hahaha. Now i'm listening to his show on radio..hehe
Just realise i haven been tunin in to any radio programme lately. Man, i'm missin out lotsa gd songs!! And speakin of which, thanx wanqing for te songs u sent!! They were super nice! hehehe. Guess, all my songs in my ipod shuffle r really OUTDATED..*opps*
Hmm, hope i'm able to meet up wid my pri n sec friends this holi. Really miss them alot^^ How i wish we can travel through time yea? Then i can experience all te wonderful memories once again.....haha

screwed

2006-03-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

ok. I really hate JC life. Lesson was borin n I was feelin sleepy throughout.
Couldnt sleep at all last night which was in fact kinda wierd since i was out in the afternoon. Anyway, i mangaed to "survive" through today.....
Hmm...sometimes, i really do wonder whether i had made the right decision.....I really dun wish to make another second mistake. Guess, life is much happier when things r simpler. I dun wish to be depress. I want to be happy^^Oh man......i wanna get on wid life n live life to te fullest! lalalalala, something is seriously wrong wid me...HA

Kevan

2006-03-04T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, can you do me a SMALL favour?^^ The followin is a simple test which only takes a few min to complete. I wanna noe how you feel abt me.....tsk tsk. Thanx all n cheerio!!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=May%20Yi

Tagged by yuan ru

2006-03-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

woohoo. Surprise surprise. I'm actually bloggin now!! hahaha
Anyway, was tagged by yuan ru n tada, here is 5 wierd habits of mine^^

1)1st player start wif 5 WEIRD FACTS ABT YOURSELF
2)ppl who r tagged write 5 weird facts as well
3)pass on to six ppl. leavin a "u r tagged " in their blog

No 1- Need to adjust my alarm 30 minutes earlier before i can wake up
No 2- Must eat at least 2 serving of fruits each day
No 3-Need to listen to music beofre i can fall asleep
No 4- Need to wear bedroom slipper when walkin around the house
No 5-Talk to myself in front of mirror every morning^^

ok, here r the followin 6 ppls that r being tagged:
Wai
Kath
yuen yin
Luan Ting
Serene
Selene

Hmm, will be bloggin soon again. cheers!

screwed

2006-01-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

One wk had passed since sch reopened n I am NOT enjoying myself at all. It seemed like i am rushing through my assignments everyday. =( I dun even have the leisure time to do activities which i like. Maybe i shouldnt have work durin te december holi. Then i wouldnt have so many holidays homeworks to complete now. But speakin of it, i did manage to finish majority of dem before i even started workin. Unfortunately, the homework just keep comin in. I really cant imagine how next wk will be like...lol
Anyway, the only thing tat i'm lookin forward to right now is actually Chinese new yr!! cheers.^^ I'm not going to allow the school tests as well as SPAs to spoilt my mood for that occasion! haha. Maybe i can really take a good break then. Beside, i haven been catchin up wid my cousins recently.....oh my, i'm really gettin excited! haha
And before i forget, I had FINALLY watched king kong wid xin yi last tues. It was worth the 3 hrs tat we sacrified! haha. Super touchin, wid great effects. And did i mention? I think king kong is kinda good lookin.....wahahahahahaah. And yup, watched wallace n gormit, too, wid ls, thomas,yk,byy n yr yesterday. I really love watchin movies^^
guess i'm going to end off now-To watch FULL house!! lol, wanqing, full house is really nice~ I'm into te series now!!! woohoooo

pic!!

2006-01-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

My primary school peepz!

finally blog

2006-01-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

Oh my god!! It has been AGES since i last blog. Got a HELL lot of things to update on...^^

7 eleven Job
Firstly, I had ended my job as a sale promoter in 7 eleven!! Cheers~ And our sales wasnt tat bad at all. In fact this yr sale was about $1600++ more than last yr^^ Thanx to all the people outta for have supported in one way or another! You guys roock...hehehehe
Oh man, I'm really going to miss all the staffs there like Jiying, Uncle steven, Jenny, Daisy, my Mr Billy(hehe), eric, jackson, seetoh, ignitiaus, neeyuan and Most importantly, Ah pei! Hmm.....workin at centrepoint this yr was really fun even though it could be kinda tirin...haha. Guess i had already get use to it^^

Gathering
And guess wat? I had met up wid both my sec n pri sch mates durin this holi. Cheeers again^^
We actually booked a chalet in coasta sand for our secondary gatherin. Unfortuanately, i didnt manage to stay overnight=( Sorry guys! But i really enjoyed myself that day. And yea Hui zhen babe, i really miss u lots!!! opps and did i mention?- I actually ate all the BBQ food tat day!!! canu believe it?! hahaha
As for my primary sch gatherin, it was much more significant and funny. It seemed like all of us had changed one way in another. I couldnt even recognised some of dem(Like kelvin) hahahahaha. Our this meetup really brought back alot of fond memories. PPearl's hill......pearl's hill......how i wish i'm in those primary sch days once again...haha AGAIN, i had eaten something sinful that day.(At cafe cartel) I swear i wont go for TAT MUCH gatherin in te future^^ hehehehehe

Movies
Please kill me somebody!!! I had missed out a lot of movies because of work=( Only managed to catch narnia with xin yi last friday. Didnt even get to watch KING KONG!! arggggggg.....anybody haven watch king kong yet??

Shopping
Once again, can someone pls kill me! Workin at 7 eleven had "taken" away all my leisure time. I dun even get to shop!!!! =( Thank god i had a last minute shoppin sphree for chinese new yr clothes wid wan qing.( Too bad xin yi tat day suddenly sick else it will be more fun=) ) Our shoppin sphree tat day really prove one thing- One day is enough to settle everything!!^^ HAHA. Lets go shoppin more in te future gurls~

School
Finally, sch is reopenin tomorrow!! Agg! Haven really enjoyed my holi yet. Worst still, my sch assignment is only half completed. LOL. I wonder how te J1 students will look like.....hmmmm

okok, tats abt it. Got to go pack my stuffs for tomorrow!! tata^^

Guides camp!

2005-12-09T09:37:00.000+08:00

Woohoo guys! Finally return fro the guide camp! Hehe. Surprisingly, that camp wasnt so bad afterall^^. Initially, i thought I will be the "extra" since i was the only ex-student attendin but thank god, there were Marie, Doris and Shu Hua to accompany me! In fact, i had quite a lot of fun especially durin our kayaking lesson! That instructor-Andrew was really lame and wierd. He told us jokes which were NOT funny and liked to sing to himself. lol. Well, let me give you a good example. The followin was one of his FUNNY joke:
Over the years, the blondes get sick of being called, dumb and silly. So one day, all the blondes get together and caused a riot outside the courthouse. They chanted, "B. L. O.....ehhh" as they are blonde n sooo dumb tat they coouldnt spell the word BLONDE. After which, he started laughin hysterically to himself again. HAHA. THAT WAS SO FUNNY HUH?
But Andrew was pretty entertainin as a whole n it was his lesson tat made me realise something-I LOVE to KAYAK^^
Hmm.....guess it was a pity that I couldnt stay for the camp throughout. I wanna attend the campfire!!! I must apologise to my manito(My secret friend in camp..hehe) for my absence and i hope she like my PIKACHU.......hahahahahahaha. SHu Hua, next time dun be sooooooo blur man!!! hehehehehe
Well, got to go pack my stuff for my class chalet. HEHE. Man, I'm sooooo busy!!!

ps: I wanna THANK Ms soh and Ms goh for purchasin my 7 eleven christmas delights and not forgettin Marie n doris^^ You guys rocks!

Engineerin fiesta!

2005-11-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

oh well, the 3 days engineerin fiesta finally ended today!!! Cheers^^ As expected our team didnt won. Perhaps we really screwed up our presentation yesterday...hehehehe But as a whole, it was quite an enriching experience-The friends tat i have make, the complex knowledge on engineers stuff bla bla. I'm kinda glad tat i had participated in the compeitition.
Anyway, it was quite a pity tat the other team fro Innova didnt win as well. I guess they just need a few more marks to be in te top 4 teams. But lady luck was nt on their side. In the end, Raffles Junior college won the first position, followed by St andrew and Jurong JC.
And yea, i managed to win the 2nd prize for te guess the load contest^^ My answer was really random. As you see, that day was 24th november so i just simply stated my answer as 24Kg. And tada, the ans was 23kg and since i'm one of the 2 tat are closest to the answer-I won $60 worth of book voucher and thumb drive...haha
Anyway, i'm startin work soon, maybe next wk=( But I haven really enjoy my holi yet!!! I WANNA CATCH LOTSA MOVIES^^ Wan qing, i hope you see that.....hahahahaha.

Before i end off, if you guys are celebratin christmas and need to order stuffs like turkey, logcakes etc, pls support by orderin fro me^^ Contact me at my hp.....hehe

my class

2005-11-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

wee another update.Anyway, sch on fri sux except for the photo takin wid my class^^ hehe. The whole POP programme is really a waste of time. They actually invite this genie gal to perform. I dun even noe who she is!!! HAHA
Anyway, the gurls cancel te trip to orchard coz 2 of them cant make it=( But thank god, we at least had a dinner meet up at swenson! cheers. Man, really miss u guys! Lets go out someday again and do remember to come n find me durin christmas^^ hehe
Then just now went town wid shu. HAHA. Book tickets for harry potter finally! Will be watchin tomorrow! yesh! And yup, spent some money on a pair of jeans n shirt...i'm soooooo broke now.....sob sob But tat aunty fro te jean shop is super friendly. She actually help me select te jeans design n size for me to test on. I'm really grateful for tat^^ cheers
Well, before i end off, here comes te movies update! Just watched Zathura wid qing n xin yi. Nice movie man! And yeap, tat astronaut guy is very handsome. Actualy, all ang mos are shuai la.......hahahahahaha

Here are some pic we have taken:

qing, xin yi, me n yuan ru again!!

The class gals! But too small man!=(
the class guys!! hahahahaha
05S41 girls again!!
Yi kuang n me^^
me n yuan ru, my gym buddy^^
me n kok loong aka skinny guy^^

Skipped lecture=)

2005-11-17T09:19:00.000+08:00

Damn..was so busy recently and no time to blog!!!! argg=(
Anyway, quite a lot of things happened in school.
Firstly, I dun understand what was being taught in our lectures for the entire week, especially PHYSIC!!!! Really cant stand that Physic teacher.boo...Wanqing was super funny by saying he looks like a mad scientist.wahahahaha. Maybe he REALLY is a mad scientist!!!!
Then for our math lecturer, she spoke a funny english language!! Just take a look at yuan ru and kok loong's blogs-They mentioned it all.hehe
As for hockey training on wed-It was surprisingly fun!! Our dearest coach ronnie wasnt around and this malay/indian guy replaced him instead. Initially, i thought he was nt tat friendly as he looked sorta fierce but thank god, he was nt tat bad afterall. In fact, we had some mini hockey compeitions at the later part of the day. There, the hockey girls are divided into different teams and we called our groups- Chili, Padi, Mayo and tomato^^ That was soooo cute huh? hehe. Anyway, i was in mayo team and we really enjoyed ourselves(Even xin yi claimed so) !! cheers^^
Oh well, going to watch Harry Potter wid wai leng soon. Cant wait!! Next week going to be another busy wk for me!! Shit=(
Pic again!!! Wan qing, xin yi, me and yuan ru! Thanx kok loong^^

hair rebonded

2005-11-11T17:31:00.000+08:00

Yesh! Time for an updates!
Firstly, PW is officially over today!! *cheers* Man, all of us had gone through a lot throughout the whole PW process..lol But come to think about it-I'll definitely miss my PW group..Byy, Lun siang, Adeel and Lyndia.....*cry out loud*
And yeap, went to rebond my hair last wed. Nicole was super nice that day n i was sooooo surprise when she remember my name^^ Now, i'm consider as one of her regular costumers.hehe. Guess, i wouldnt go back to Jean Kiat Hair Salon anymore...Bye bye ah Dan......WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Btw, here are another 2 movies which i had catch te past few days- Exorcism of emily rose and Sky high!! Great movies indeed!(all movies to me are nice..haha)
Oh well, holidays are approachin but I'm fully pack. The guides camp, the class chalet, 7-eleven job, hockey trainings......bla bla...I hope there wont be much holiday assignment!!! hahaha

Can u see my rebonded fringe?? haha. N look xin yi had her hair cut^^

Super refreshin!!!

Me and my dearest movie mate-Qing^^

Holi approachin=)

2005-11-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Haven been updating lately as nothing much exciting had happened=)
But had been regularly visiting the gym especially wid yuan ru^^ Haha. And yeap, went swimming at wan qing's place some days back!!! I love swimming=) Too bad, i didnt get to have much tan=(
Anyway, watch this thai movie-Tom Yum Gnoong wid wan qing last fri. Nice show indeed!!! Pretty hilarious, somehow violence(a little too exaggerated) n yesh quite heartwarming=) I suppose it's way better than DOOM...hehehehe
Oh yea, since i was pretty free the past few days, managed to watch finish many Naruto episodes.=) Totally love this jap anime!!! Speaking of which,
Here are a list of my current favourite characters in Naruto:
In first place: Rock lee!!!

In second place: Gaara
In third place: Shikamaru

In fourth place: Iruka Sensei

In fifth place: Kakashi Sensei
yup, tats abt it^^ tata..hehehehehe

quick update

2005-11-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

Oh well........forget abt te updatin of my blog only until recently.
Anyway, went to catch DOOM wid qing and lun siang(My official movie mates-cheers) last monday if i'm nt wrong.....hehe. Totally gore, bloody and violent. Not my type of movie. Lol. But overall, still aint tat bad-at least i managed to "survive" the whole show. It's kinda wierd how lun siang like tat show sooooo much. Perharps he's violent in nature?? hehehehe......kiddin kiddin^^
Oh yea, wanna watch lotsa movies like Sky High, Exorcism of Emily Rose, Chicken Little, Harry Potter................... Man, I'm really in need of CASH!
Speakin of which, guess wat? I'm working as a sales promoter in 7 eleven durin the holiday, AGAIN. (Wai leng- I know you will scream abt this! lol) Not much choice anyway since i'm so desperate...hahahaha.
Opps, before i forget, our class went to Olive and figs(?) for class dinner on tues! Cheers. I really ate ALOT that day. There goes my gym work-outs during the weekends=( But still enjoy myself alot tat evening. Anyway, got myself a shirt, a pants n skirt too^^ I just love shopping.....hehehehe
Oh well, guess tat's all........how i wish PW can be over soon......and yeah, suddenly feel tat hockey can be kinder fun, rite Xin yi and yuan ru?^^

N yeap, thanx guys for all the care n concern you guys shown=) I'm fine already. Guess it's pointless for me to think abt what YOU have done......I have enough and that's abt it. Lets give ourselves sometimes to cool down before WE come to any conclusion. No hard feelin.......
See........I'm SOOOOOOOOO Happy now^^......wahahahahahahaha
tat's xin yi n me!!!

justice?

2005-10-29T13:26:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm kinda sad recently.......I dun exactly noe why but i knew i am drained. I need some space!
The day since you entered my life, i had been shadowed by you. I never start a serious argument with you and was always the one who give in. I tolerated BUT all of us have a LIMIT.
Sometimes, i really wish to break free.
I just feel that i am being controlled.
Who do you think i am? Someone whom you can seek to when the other party ignored you? Dun ever mention how good the other party are right in my face! I dun noe what exactly is your purpose but i hate it! I'm also someone who have feelings........
Everytime, i tried to be cheerful but whenever you were happily engaging in some private conversation with the other person and treating me like an invisible person, i feel really HURT........
I really miss my past....the people around me.....at least they understand me........sign=(

yesh!

2005-10-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

cheers.....watch legends of zorro earlier on! This time round with qing, lun siang n shao xian. I just love watchin movie^^ But i'm totally broke at the end of the day.....argg!!! Hope i wish i'm rich...hehehehe

Anyway, the actual A level mother tongue is on this comin monday and i haven even start to revise yet. But i aim for a B will do. lol

Oh yea, tomorrow will be going to mediacorp studio once again to watch Superhost!! Cheers......Mr Kryis Ang is in there! lol......Cant believe he got so much spare time to participate in this kind of show...hehe. But anyhow, i still wish him all the best^^

Wai, look! I had scanned te neoprints=))
Muackz........hehehe

PW OVER!

2005-10-23T14:47:00.000+08:00

Ok this is going to be a long entry......lol
Firstly, PW Written report is finally submitted!!! No more stayin behind everyday in classroom, "squeezin" our brain to come up wid 3000 words to finish the report. *cheers* Guess, our group had reaally tried our best especially byy and lun siang^^ They actually missed half of their sleep last thurs just to complete the WR in time. YOU GUYS ROCKS! lol
But come to think abt it, our oral presentation is comin soon...argggg! Lets hope it wont be as bad as doing our WR..hehe
And cheerio, our house-Rasalas won last fri durin our sports day! Hip hip hooray! Btw, guys, lets keep the bernice thing among ourselves can?? hehehe
And double cheerio yesterday when i meet up wid Selene. Man , i really miss her a lot...hehe. We actually went to watch THE WIG. Hell, that was my first time watchin a horror flick since JU-ON. Not very scary actually but quite freaky. The guy beside Selene was super funny though because he was tryin too hard to be tough. Come on, just scream when you are scare. It's nt wrong for guys to be scare anyway. Dun act macho^^ hehehe
And yeap, was superb duper SURPRISE when selene appeared wid her new boyfriend at the control station before the show. I wish her all the best in her new relationship. Hey babe, i'm sooooooooo happy for u^^
hmm...speakin of relationship, here's something hilarious. Went to have my hair trim last fri after sports day. My hair stylist was actually this guy wid super long hair. Anyway, halfway through the cuttin, he suddenly asked, "Do you mind going out wid a 29-years old rich man?" Thinkin tat he was just friendly and was tryin to have a conversation wid me, i answered, "why not? As long as he's a nice guy lo" And guess what? He actually, continued, "Then you wont mind guys wid long hair hor? " DIAO.......It was so awkward and embarrassin......thank god, my hair was almost done when he asked me those stupid qns. I rushed out almost immediately after i made my payment. I swear i wont even stepped into that hair salon(Jean kiat at sun plaza) ever again.

This is selene on the left! This pic is actually taken when we were in sec 4 durin the sarawak field trip..=)
My kinder surprise toy collection!^^
OK, THIS IS VERY RANDOM! But this guy wei jie here's our sch top student! Triple A*cheers* If i'm nt wrong, this pic is taken on the day we watched skeleton's key.

2005-10-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

Time for update!! hahahaNothing really exciting happened the past few days. Went gym and swimming at wan ling's place on sat. *cheers* How i enjoy swimming!!! Anyway, I spent the rest of the day, sleepin n watchin naruto's vcd..hehehe I love this kind of life!!! And yea, i managed to complete a pooh bear cross-stitch which i bought on fri^^As for sun, i spent almost the whole morning doing PW. *argg* It sorta spoilt my mood...lol But thank god, i managed to catch my long-awaitin movie- Flightplan with qing, lun siang n Jim!! I love tat show man! Guess what? I even managed to guess the bad guy at the beginnin of the show. Aint i amazing?? lol After the show, we went down to northpoint delifrance to have our dinner...how i miss the old delifrance because there's CLUB SANDWICH!!! I miss its taste sooooooooo much...heheheWell, as for today...it s*x totally because sch's like sooooooooooooo borin. I almost fell asleep durin the talks............Now i'm really thinkin whether to skip sch tomorrow..^^ Hmm....guess i'm going to read Harry Potter and the half blood prince now. Thanx Xin yi for lendin me=)) Tata!
Yeap=) My Completed cross-stitch!!!

Xam over!

2005-10-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

Exam was finally over, yesterday! cheers*
Anyway, we went to town after our last paper and catch the movie-The goal~ What a great show! Lol...san san....26..26 hehehe. 26 is now my official no..hahaha
After the movie, we went sakae sushi for our lunch cum dinner...but as expected, i didnt eat the buffet..hehehe. I know sushi is healthy but i was too full then...=( And yea, wan qing was so sweet when she offered me some of her share...I was really touched! hehe
Then today, i met up wid wai leng! Man, i really miss her alot...lol~ She actually went to dye her hair~ lol...But gurl, you should go highlight=) I'm sure it will be very nice..haha~ And yup, we took lots n lots of photos.......it was really fun! I also bought myself 2 mickey mouse shirt...=) Hehehehe...really enjoyed myself a lot after exam...
cant wait for the actual holidays to start...lookin forward for the class chalet tooo!! *cheers*
Mirror reflection=)
I want those clothes at the back!!! hehehe
Smile=)
Me and my big face=) Plus wai~

2005-10-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

The gurls=)

Madam joanne, joanne, me and ah pei=)

Thanx madam joanne for the pic! *cheers* Anyway, wont be updatin my blog this few days....haha. Gettin too busy wid sch stuffs...But next wk, i'll be free!!! yesh=)
I really really hate promos...i wanna shop n watch movies!!!!! Especially wid qing...hehehehehehe

2005-10-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

HaPpY BiThDaY
Selene =)

Yea!

2005-10-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

Oh my. It has been a long time since i last blog..arg!
Anyway, quite a no of things happened in the past few days. I had finally start muggin for my promos and yea went to watch Corpse bride wid qing, xin yi, byy, lun siang, shao xian n yi kuang=). I just love watchin movies man! hehe
And yes, i almost fainted on thursday after p.e. lol. I was already feelin a little unwell tat mornin then durin our pe lesson, someone accidentally threw a ball right on my head. hahahahaha....well, that was went my head "blackout" Thank god, i was fine the next day. Million thanx to auddie, verena, qing n the rest of the gurls! *cheers*
Yupz, lost my bet to qing. Hahaha. She very fun to tease unlike xin yi..*opps*!!! I suppose it's because she wont get angry=)) Think i might get u another kinder surprise=) he!
Before i end off, happy children's day!!! Ps: Qing, I'm no longer a child! hahaha. I'm ur qin ren..wahahahahaha. This's gettin very funny!

yeah

2005-09-18T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...it has been a really long time since i last updated...Too busy~
Anyway, nothing much exciting happened lately except for the mooncake celebration held last fri. I really missed carrying lanturns(Opps...think there's some spellin error here..lol) man. Hahahaha. And yea, the performances were not as borin as i thought...*cheers*
And yes, our group managed to finish our written report draft 2 earlier on. So *cheers* once again!Of course, after our PW meein, we went to catch the movie-One More Chance as planned.There were 9 of us- Me, qing, lun siang, byy, yi kuang, shao xian, thomas, jim and wei jie!!=). Wasnt exactly a gd show though coz too much hokkien used..lol But overall, still pretty hilarious.
Hmm..got to do my GP now! I hate sch assigments=(

This was done by me n qing(Mostly is qing do de) This was done by Xin yi

ps: They were sauces from Mac=))) So cool~

more pic=)

2005-09-11T13:27:00.000+08:00

LUAN TING, U R GOING TO HATE ME...BUT HERE'S MORE OF OUR FUNNY PIC...HEHEHEHE
see what see?! hahahaha
See no evil, say no evil, hear no evil=))
Naninaipoo!!

i have fun

2005-09-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

Woah. Went to watch Cinderella Man with Byy and Lunsiang after our project work. Qing got something on and unable to catch us with movie=(( Love tat show soooooooooo much. It was really touchin and inspiring. Go watch it, man!!
Ok here's some pic from serene's cam. Love her cam alot! lol
Luan Ting, me and ser=)
Geee.heee
huh?

Blood

2005-09-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hell, something bad happened to my friend just now. She fell off a railing and got her head knocked on the ground~ Worst still, her head was bleedin hard la....Everything just happened so fast and i didnt noe how to react. Fortunately, there was this kind soul who helped us get a cab and we managed to get my injured friend to the polyclinic.Man...she had stitches...but thank god, no fractures.....i hope she'll really get well soon..*sign*
Guess my holiday mood is a little affected by that accident....

Anyway, watched quite a no. of movies the past few days-red eyes, the cave, the longest yard...i wanna watch more! haha. Qingz, u heard tat??? hehehe

MY MATES=)

2005-09-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hehe. Thanx serene for uploading the pic!!!! Anyway, went to meet my sec sch jie mei for pasta last friday! *cheers* Really had a great chat wid them...i miss them so much!! HAHA~ And yea, managed to catch Red eye with qingz, auddie, verena and lun siang before i meet them. Guess, i really enjoy myself a lot tat day..geePasta Mania rocks!
Hee...5 poster gals=)

Just the 3 of us....

This pic sooo blur. argg!!

Hppy teachers day!

2005-09-01T11:21:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher's day=)
The teacher's day celebration yesterday was pretty fun. Our class brought lotsa sinful foodstuffs like pizza, chocolate strawberry, saugages bread roll, puddings etc etc. I ended up eating the sandwich which i had brought along as well as 2 pudding and 2 bites of pizza^^
Anyway, didnt get to visit yishun town after the celebration. Find it useless to go back since their celebration is on friday. I bet the teachers wldnt have the time to entertain us since lessons will still be going on...*sign* How i wish i can make it on fri...argg!
Oh yea, screwed my handphone man! Wanted to upload a few pic taken fro yesterday celebration here but i ended up receiving ony 1(out of 4) pic in my email. I dun even noe whether is it my handphone's problem or starhub. Below's is the one and only pic i received. I'm going to try uploading the rest later...watch the space....

QingZ and me=)

The vilant

2005-08-28T15:02:00.000+08:00

Gee...Watched The Valiant with wan qing and lun siang yesterday. Nice show indeed man! Cheers..... Those pigeons were so darn cute...hahahahaha
Anyway, had a great chat with the 2 of dem after the show. We even went to Timezone and played this car racing game.As expected, I came in the last but i had fun. *cheers* Oh yea, lun siang thought i'm too short to reach tat acelerator at first but hey, i could reached it anyhow...hahahahaha. It had been a long long time since i played so hard. Oh man, how i missed my primary n secondary school days.....
Right now, i'm stucked in trying to finish the written report for PW. I dun eevn know wat to type....arggg.can somebody save me from all these shit....HAHA

Cheer Up!

2005-08-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

SpEcIaLLy FoR WaN QingZ
ChEEr Up GuRl=) and Smile~

Birthday

2005-08-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

HaPpY BiThDaY WaI LeNg =)

ruined

2005-08-21T14:37:00.000+08:00

Darn...it has been rainin since morning! Joshua's carnival was screwed. But thanx for the lunch, pal! At least it makes me feel better...haha
Anyway, was in quite a bad mood recently. Maybe i'm just havin PMS ba. Women......
Hmm....thank god tat i managed to finish most of my work even though i was out for the past 3 days....Oh yea, i wanna catch a movie! Any takers, guys?
ps: Just to show tat my sista is crazy over this Jui dui Superstar guy-Derek, the above animation is found in her folder. HAHA. Btw, she is already 18.

covergirl

2005-08-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

Woah. Haven been updating recently. Btw, look at this ugly picture on the right!!! Can you believe that was me??? And for god damn reason, this was taken from INNOVA student handbook's coverpage. Cover page i repeat again!!!! Arggg....can you imagine how many people are laughin at me. Haha. Thank god, the photo look blur here else i bet you will be laughin louder!!
Anyway, had a hard time in school the past few days. Lessons are gettin tougher man!! I just couldnt seem to understand the topics taught especially physic. I had difficulty in coping, seriously!!!
Oh yea, i might be learning japanese language soon=) Cool huh? we will see, we will see.

Happy=)

2005-08-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

Look at this baby! He's so damn cute! HAHA. Randomly came across this pic online just now. Guess i cant help but to post it on my blog. He is so cute man~
Anyway, went town with Xin yi yesterday. Finally watch Charlie n the chocolate factory!! *cheers* Nice show indeed man! I have no regrets...no regrets...HAHA.
Oh yea, we actually watched the 10 o'clock slot so by the time the whole movie ended, it was abt 12 plus. And guess what? We managed to catch the LAST train home. Aint we lucky?? hehe. By the way, the 2 of us were been STARED at yesterday. Just imagined 2 gurls wearing school uniform in the middle of the night(12 plus to be exact). HAHA. Like what Xin yi's cousin said, we were really Zai...On the whole, still enjoyed myself. Unfortuantely, yesterday trip was a little wasted for xin yi coz she couldnt find her perfect shoes in the end. But thank god, the movie improved our mood later=)
ps: Alot of stuffs haven complete. Help me!!!!

Happy national day

2005-08-10T09:26:00.000+08:00

Ok. Here's a belated Happy national day to everyone! *cheers*
Anyway, didnt do much durin the holi. In fact, i was deperately trying to complete the tutorials at home.=( Wat a life man...*sign* But fortunately, managed to go wan ling's place n swim! haha. I just miss swimming man...=)
Oh yea, i almost forgotten abt this. I actually slept wid my hair plaited for the whole night last sunday!(I need to wear Guide U on mon ma) What really amazes me was the fact that my hair remain plaited and neat(i swear) when i was awake the next day. haha.....i shld have take a pic of it man.....
Oh well, before i end of, anybody wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory? I wanna WATCH!!!

camp over

2005-08-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

Camp is finally over! Had quite an enjoyable time indeed! *Cheers* But i got this big ugly bruise because of it. Just look at the pic.....Arggg~~
Anyway, i'm pretty proud of myself because i had tried almost all the activities including those high elements like absailing and zipline etc. I wouldnt have the the guts to try those in the past, seriously...=)
And yea, i had lost 1 kg during the camp=))....*cheers*
Had a really great time over there! Wont forget our hilarious campfire items and all the stuffs i did. But but, shld the food served is improve, the camp will be even better! HAHA
Love my class ppls n jie mei!!!=))

2005-07-30T17:18:00.000+08:00

Tada! Here's my hair after hair treatment! Cost me about 90 bucks in total=((( Worst still, it doesnt make any difference. HAHA But my hair feel softer and smoother so still nt bad la...hehe
Anyway, I love my hairstylist-Nicole from yishun kimage! Highly recommended man! She's just so professional=) *cheers* Oh yes, she actually suggested that i should go for digital perm! HAHA. Surprsingly, she assured i'll look good in it. Believe it?! Somehow, i dun dare to take the risk. My face so damn round; digital perm will make it worst. Anyway, she recommended tat i shld try it durin Chinese new yr...so who noe, i may have a perm next year?=)) hehe. We shall see.......

quick update

2005-07-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

Woah guys. Here's some qick update....=)
Went to Jue dui SUPERSTAR live last tuesday..Had a really great time there! Their live singings were damn nice especially wei lian...haha But i never study my math test as a result...argg! Think i'm goin to flunk big time this time round=( Anyway, the trip to the studio was a memorable one and i have not regretted in going at all!
Oh well, then nothing much exciting happened....yea, gonna do protein treatment wid shu tomorrow! And yes, i'm attending camp next monday! cant wait man...*cheers*

Just taken today-Xin yi, me and qingz Smile=)- I look so FAT! HAHA

Happy birthday

2005-07-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAy

Xin Yi

((= Make All Your Wishes Come True =))

Updates

2005-07-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

Well. Here's a quick update.....Went for flag day last saturday. Had an enjoyable time with xin yi and wan qing. Didnt really collect much in the end but i had tried my best...=) hehe!
As for the past few days, i was desperately trying to clear my assignments and tutorials..=( There are tons of them, i swear!
Anyway, i was in a mood swings recently. For example, I can be happy at one time and suddenly feel so sad and lonely later. Perharps i'm just too stressed up? Maybe i shld take a really long break and give my mind a rest=)
Tomorrow is xin yi birthday. I have prepare a big present for her..hope she likes it....haha

Well, got to take a nap now......

2005-07-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

Look at the snow!!! My pen pal send me this=) Lucky him...How i wish singapore will snow too...*sign* Anyway, just trying to test out the uploading of pic to my blog. This is my first time! *cheers* And credits goes to none other...wan qing!!! *whistle and cheers* Thanx gurl!=)) Blogging seem more fun with the uploading of pic! So folks, check back soon! tata

thanx

2005-07-10T13:58:00.000+08:00

Woah. Time really flies.....and now it's already July.....
Anyway, Nothing much excited happen lately(I lead a boring life, you see) haha. Oh yea, i dread the swimming lesson! I look so damn fat in my swimming costume...*Argg*
How i really wish i got a slimmer waist, firm arms and not-so-heavy thighs....haha. I didnt ask for much, did i? Guess i'm just too desperate in losing weighs. But the irony is, i do exercise almost everyday, yet i'm not losing any weighs....funny~Maybe it's my diet? Or maybe i'm born this way? Nah, whatever. Anyway,I do love the way i'm right now. But, of course I'll love myself MORE should i be slimmer...hehe. Tat's reality rite?=)

Batman craze

2005-07-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

Oh man. Just watched Batman begin! It was so damn nice and right now i'm totally in love with batman, himself.=))
In fact, i'm in real good mood today. The visit to my grandpa's place wasnt tat bad afterall. Although we had not seen each other for like almost 6 years, we had a great chat. Seriously, i really missed them. The only awkward moment was facing my cousins. I really cant recognise them anymore=(
Anyway, grandpa gave the 3 of us a red packet each and guess wat? I'm now $150 richer! *cheers*
=)=)=)
Before i end off, i must apologise to my 2/7 mates for not attending the gatherin just now. I got to attend my grandpa's bithday celebration, you see. Hope you guys have enjoy urself and wish there'll be a gatherin soon!*cheers*

exam over

2005-07-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

It has been ages since i last blog. lol
Anyway, Summer test was finally over! *Cheers* However, i think i screwed up the papers especially chemstry=(( They were really difficult.(Or was this just an excuse? lol) Guess, right now, there is really nothing much i can do. I can only pray tat i will not fail badly...hehe
And yea, went to watch War of the world wid a few of my classmates yesterday. That movie was great!!!!! After the show, we went to marina for steamboat! It was my first time there. haha. I didnt really eat much though but i had fun, seriously. That yesterday trip alone cost about 20 bucks and now i'm officially broke, again....hahahahaha
I'll try to have a good rest these few days. Will get to see my grandpa n grandma this coming sunday. We haven see each other for almost like 6 years.......i'm really nervous.....

sad story....

2005-06-22T16:11:00.000+08:00

Woah. A sad story found in friendster's bulletin....:

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs inthis world
Jasmine: I think so... All of my friendshaveboyfriends and we are only the 2 personsleft inthis world without any special person inour lives
Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30days and youwill be my boy friend
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don'tanythingto do for the following weeks...
DAY 1:They watch their first movie and theyboth touchedin a romantic film
DAY 4:They went to the beach and have a picnic...Daniel and Jasmine have their quality time together
DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and she touched Daniel's hand but she touched someoneelse's hand and they both laughed...
DAY 15:They saw a fortune teller down the roadand theyasked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time ofyour life... SPend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes
DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and theysaw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something
DAY 28:They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident
DAY 29:11:37pmJasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all
Daniel: Wait for me....
20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel and he is critical in the hospital
11:57pm The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter
Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket
Jasmine reads the letter and it says:Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are areally cute girl and i am really falling for you..Your cherish smile your everything when we played thisgame..... Before this game would end...Iwouldlikeyou to be my girl friend for the rest of mylife.... Ilove you Jasmine....Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I loveyou...Remember that night when we sawa meteor,I mumbled something... I mumbled that Iwish wewould be together forever and never endthisgame.Please don't leave me Daniel.... I loveyou! Youcannot do this to me!"Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumpingTHEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY........*************************************************

confuse

2005-06-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

In bad mood recently......Cant help-So many things to do, yet so little time=(((
Think i really need a good break man. So tired~
Had been waking up very early this wk.....so damn sad. I desperately need sleep! Haha. Feel that i'm so pathetic. Cant even manage my time well.....can someone just enlighten me?!
I'm gettin a little troubled. I need to feel happy again. Someone pls help me find back my "laughters". hehe

sentosa

2005-06-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa earlier on. Kanna sun burnt and now in pain....OUCH!
Had an enjoyable time playing with sea water...=)) And yea, not forgettin the long chat with xin yi and wan qing!=)) We girls can really talk alot huh???*Winkz*
I was still quite awake throughout the class outin even though i had only abt 3 hrs of sleep last night.(I was attendin camp ma...sign) It was MIRACLE! hahahahaha. Usually, i need to get in bed by 11, seriously. hehe
Anyway, need to head down for more gym trips this few days. Ate too much sinful stuffs recently. Oh god, pls kill me!!! haha.
And oh man, i haven start my revision yet! Why couldnt i just die due to excessive exposure to the sun? Or why cant i just die because of those sinful food i ate. I just dun want to STUDY!! Shit, i'm turning really really crazy....hahahaha

crap

2005-06-08T17:41:00.000+08:00

I have been observing people recently=))
In fact, I Spent a whole day at Changi with my sista looking at people. It was fun, seriously! hehe.
The two of us acted like some foreign tourists and yes, spoke in some funny fake accent. hahahahahahahah. How funny huh?And yes, we went into many shops, tried on many clothes, without buying a single piece in the end. HAHA. Ok, We were just trying to find out how typical singaporean salesgirls will react when they meet costumers like us=)) And as expected, some looked pretty pissed. Hmm....cant really blame them anyway. Just imagine i was the salegirl instead.......hehe. I apologise for offending them in anyway...*opps*
Sign.....just look at me? I really have nothing better to do man. haha. I need some life!!!!

money money

2005-06-04T16:48:00.000+08:00

Had a great day yesterday! Get to meet up with Meli yesterday. Oh man, it has been a real long time since we last chat. haha.
Anyway, we went to far east for some window shopping and guess wat? I ended up buying 2 new bags. HAHA.....Damn the great singapore sale. I'm now officially broke! lol
But, i must thanx Meli. She paid for 1 of the bag as my birthday present since i was in a serious dilemma in which to buy- A sling or shoulder bag? THANX MELI Dear. That's so damn sweet of u=)
Woohoo, and yes, i had lost 1 kg!!*jumping around* Oh man, i swear i will visit the gym again for the next few days......NO MORE cookies for me...*Damn my sis for buying a box of cookie yesterday*....I ate 4 of them which was so sinful=(
Got to sweat, sweat n sweat!!!!!! Hey, did i mention i love to exercise?? WAHAHAHAHA

sick

2005-05-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

I'm sick and down with flu! Damn.....feeling so drowsy right now. Thought of visiting the gym earlier on before joining yuen yin, yuan ru they all to the food fair at expo.But my plan was ruined=( Now, i'm stucked at home, feeling so damn bored! Worst still, one of my contact lense dropped out from the case last night and hardened when i found it this morning. So gotta waste money again n buy another pair........I'm really in need of cash!!!!!
Oh well, i'm so tired. I dun care. Will go swimming with wan ling later. Yes, i have decided=) Swimming pool, here i come!=)

rotten luck

2005-05-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

Oh god, just met a typical Singaporean aunty!
I was happily queuing to buy popiah(It has been a long time since i last ate it) when this aunty appeared. Somehow, i knew she was tryin to cut-queue. She was still "lingerin" around when it was MY turn. And guess what? She just pushed me aside, took out her purse, and asked for her orders. I was so shocked! See me small size, easy to bully ar?
Anyway, the popiah aunty strangely took her orders when she jolly well knew it was my turn. Wat's the world turning into? I was too angry to buy my share and so end up, leaving the store feelin rotten.
If only I'm born bigger size. L;et's see who will dare to push me then........=(

Screwned

2005-05-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging lately......
Anyway, this week had been worst than ever. I screwed up my A*star reasearch attachment programme interview as well as my A level Spa. Can you believe it?? A level science practical?!
Thank god Mr kryis Ang was lenient and "drop" me a big hint that my set-up was wrong else i would really end up crying after the examination. *Sign*
The attachment programme interview as mentioned, was not that "brilliant" either. When that In-charge asked me" Why did you choose a chemistry-based course when your O level result reflects a better Physic grade?" and i actually replied," When i'm interested in that subject doesnt mean i have to do well in it." Oh well, can you picture the shocking expression of that person? However, i wasnt exactly that disappointed or sad. I supposed maybe i was not really interested in that programme afterall. No no, To put it simply, i'm not cut out to work in research industries at all. Gee!
ok, got to catch up with my school stuffs now. I'm looking forward to the JUNE holidays! *cheers*

rotten week

2005-05-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

I have been deprived fro sleep.=( Too busy with school works and stuffs. Didnt even have much time to blog.*sign*
In fact, I had been feelin rotten this week. Firstly, i'm definitely goin to flunk my chemistry test(which is set either too dificult or tat i'm not meant to study that subject. haha) Next, come the upcoming napfa test. I just couldnt exceed tat 1.63 mark for standing board jump! Actually, i'm exempted fro napfa test but for watsoever reason, i had an urge to try it this yr. But seriously, i regretted. I just cant jump far. Tat's it. And yea, i cant run fast too. Maybe because i'm born with short legs??? hahaha
Sorry, i'm complaining to vent my frustration. I really miss those primary school days when everything was so much simple. I hate my complicating life!!!! I hope god will bless me to survive next week........*cheers*

cross country

2005-04-30T17:06:00.000+08:00

Woohoo. I had managed to complete the cross conuntry race yesterday! Gee=)
Well, i was absolutely nervous before the start. I was placed under the compeitive runners whereby everyone can run fast and have stamina. So, I thought i was definitely going to be the last. In fact, i was one of those ppls in the last pack at the beginning of the race.
But fortunately, i somehow managed to keep up with my pace, stopping only when i reached this steep slope.
Anyhow, i ran like hell in the last few metre and became the 32 girl(out of 80) to reach the finishing line. Yea, i even did an embarrasing and silly action when i sprint near the ending point. As you see, I thought the finishing line was located at the area where crowds of people were cheering(including my class) So i stopped! But it was not; the finishing point was further down the road! So can you imagine almost everyone is laughing at my silly mistake?
Worst still, all my friends commented that i got this "blur" expression at that instant. Darn....
Anyway, no matter what. I still got a trophy home since i'm one of the top 8 runners of my house.Gee=)
Guess cross country aint that bad afterall.lol

weekly update

2005-04-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

In case you are wondering.The May yi's chinese blog url under my friends' link is my chinese asignment. Every week, we wld need to do some reflection on various issue based on certain articles given by my teacher. Seem interestin huh? Do take a look at it when you r free!.=)
Anyway, i had been forced to participate in the compeitive race for my school cross country this coming friday=( Think i will be absent for tat day.hahahahahahahaha
Cross country spoil my mood for the wk!

tsk tsk

2005-04-16T18:45:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk.it's has been nearly a wk since i last blog....
Went back to Yishun Town Speech day yesterday. Awesome performance indeed!!! Two thumbs up for the event=)
Anyway, i managed to reach home before ten and finally started reading CONNECT(The 2nd series by Nan Marcarthy). I must admit tat i'm addicted to it! HAHA. As usual, i was too engrossed with the storyline tat i forgotten all my homework.opps! If only we have MORE time and LESS assignments.....
Sometimes, i really wish tat i'm born a non-living thing. Maybe a chair? a television set? At least, i wouldnt have to worry so much. If i have a choice, i wouldnt mind becoming an animal too. A dove perharps?So that i can fly around the world in bird eye view.
However, being born a human wasnt exactly tat bad. Atleast, we have the ability to think, to express and to feel. Unfortuantely, i hate to think.haha..Tat's y i want to be a non-living thing!=) Cheers~

Back again!

2005-04-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

well, well. I'm back to my old self again.=) Smiling, laughing and "playing" around. Thanx guys for your concern!
Anyway, i had just finished reading this book-CHAT by Nan McCarthy and find it extremely interesting. Basically, it's about two strangers, getting to chat online and then get involved in a more-than-normal-friends relationship.(You know what i mean.haha) Do you guys believe in Online relationship?
Personally, i think cyber stuff is too "unreal" Maybe it's not impossible to find true love on the net but it's not easy either. I just take an example. Sometimes, what we said in our online chat were not even facts. So how can we be 100% sure that the other party is telling the truth anyway?
Hmm, but it's not exactly a bad idea to seek love via net. haha. I believe that in somewhere, some place out there, there will be someone meant for each and everyone of us. It is fate should we really meet someday. haha.
So by chating online, there'll be higher chances that you'll meet your "one" soon. Well, good luck guys! =)

Grow up~

2005-04-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

Why is it that some people just cannot grow up and be more sensible?
I'm really sick and tired of living in such "childish" life. Oh wait, i didn't say i'm mature but at least i think twice before i take any actions.
I was really amused by how certain ignorant people could do something so silly in order to get "revenge". For goodness sake, we are already young adults. Forget about those unpleasant past and get on with life..Seriously, we will achieve nothing should those arguments and misunderstanding continues...Maybe, we can get back our pride but hey dont forget the fact that we will lose others' respect as a result.
Ok, i'm really tired of such matter. I dont have any grudges with anybody and i just want to get on with my life. That's simple.
Why is it that a word of apology become so difficult to mention as we grow older? Or why is it that admitting our own mistakes become so impossible.
I'm gettin more n more confuse............=(

Bachelor

2005-03-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

Woah.i got to tell you guys this!
Last saturday, a group of us(My JC mates) went down to heeren to support my Physic Teacher, Kyris ang who is one of CLEO 50 top eligible bachelor. The whole place is filled with people!
Anyway, all of my girl mates includin myself are exceptionally excited. There were only 4 of us by the way. Can you imagine staring at so many cute guys at one goal?! lol.i was like a totally different person.=)
Well, we manged to wait till our teacher came out and for goodness sake, we(the girls actually) did something quite crazy. As you see, these bachelors need to introduce themselves one by one. So when the introduction began, there were wolf whistle and screams by MALE. Yes, the ladies are surprisingly quiet. I guess all of dem are too engrossed in starin at those cute bachelors.haha~ Ok, and when it came to Mr kryis ang's turn, the 4 of us started screaming at the top of our lungs. It was deafening man. And tat's why we caught everyone's attention. Yea, guess we had finally bring some justice to our teacher! At least, some people wld have notice him due to our high-pitched scream...=)
At the end of the day, we went to cafe Cartel to have our dinner. I committed a sin once again by orderin a plate of spaghettie! Oh my, tat's about 20 mins on a treadmill.....BUT i still enjoy myself tat day~ Guess i'm beginning to love my class more n more! MUACKS guys~

Guys

2005-03-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

Sometime, i just couldnt understand guys....
Well, this happened to someone who are very close to me.(I coulnt name her out) As you see, she had been cheated by her boyfriend and was kept in the dark for almost a few month!
For goodness sake. First the guy asked for a temporary break-up because he was going into the navy for national service. Temporary break-up? That's a crap~ Worst thing, the guy even dare to say tat if he still had feelin for the girl after national service, he wld ask for a patch up. If not- That's the end....
Wat an UNDERSTANDING guy he is! Do you know how that "girl" cried?? It was her first love! She spent almost 1 month just to get over that bastard(I dun mean to be rude but he definitely is). Anyway, i thought tat will be the end of their story but he returned for watsoever reason and seeked for the girl's forgiveness. CRAP~ Unfortuantely, girls are girls. We easily forgive people. So that poor girl accepted his apology and thought everything would be fine. Do you think tat's te case? No. Just last sunday, she discovered his boyfriend with another girl hugging and holding hands along Holland Vallage. Her heart was broken once again....Later, when she logged on to his friendster's account, the profile photo was no longer she n her boyfriend but the other girl n him. What a big jerk!
Seriously, if i were the girl, i would definitely give that guy a slap. What exactly is he up to? If he has a new fond girlfriend, just leave his ex girlfriend alone. Why did he approached her and ask for a patch up? Trying to enage in 2 relationship at a time huh? I wish tat guy GOOD LUCK!

1 yr older

2005-03-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

Woah. I'm one year older!!!!! (Everyone claps~)
Guess, i'm no longer a young kid anymore.lol
Well, have a fun birthday yesterday. Even though i didnt really "play" much, i had still manage to enjoy myself. Really sorry guys for not staying overnight.i need to hit back home and celebrate with my family too:)
Anyway, i had the most relaxing time today! I woke up at around 11 in the morning and had a good breakfast. Guess what, i spent the next few hours reading a book and listening to music while lying on bed. Blissful indeed~
Gee, and i hit the gym again with Si Jia. What a nice chat we had since we had not seen each others for almost like ages. I really do miss my secondary school mates...
Well, thanx to all people who had send me all those sweet birthday greetings and wishes. I appreciated them! And big hugs n kisses to my dearest jie who bought me a mp3 player:) Sadly, i didnt know how to transfer the songs fro computer to the player though.hahahaha. DUMB!
Going to dreamland soon........

Sin

2005-03-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

I had committed a sin!!!
Just eaten a full Strawberry Stripes from Swenson earlier on. But it really does taste good! lol. How i miss the feeling of eating ice cream...
Anyway, i had a mini sec class gathering at swenson. My former form teacher actually gave us a treat! Surprise, surprise. But not many people actually turn up and that was kinda disappointing.
Oh yes, time really flies! It was now already the 3 day of my holidays. Darn.i had hardly did any meaningful thing durin the past few days..Went to my usual gym work-out, read books at home, catch few good shows....how INTERESTING huh? Speaking of shows, i'm totally addicted to Desperate housewife! It is better than O.C i think. I always had a good laugh in every episodes...haha~ And yes, not forgetting The Amazing Race. This season feature my all time favourite- Rob and Amber:) Eh, i admit they may not be exactly well-like but i love theway they played-Cunning..tsk tsk~
Well, right now i can only look forward to this friday Sentosa trip with my J/C class again. My skin's still peeling by the way and so i was really considering wearing a long-sleeved shirt with track pant tat day. HAHA! Gee, and yes, my physic teacher who is one of the 50 most eligible bachelor feaured in CLEO will be there as well! Lalalala.i'm getting excited.;p

Hai

2005-03-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hey people, it has been raining lately huh? Surprisingly, I'm still as tanned, no DARK is a better word, caused by by the Sentosa trip last week. Worst thing, my skin is peelin and it really do look gross. I wonder when will the peelin stop.sign
Anyway, quite a number of things happened within the past few days. In fact, there are so many of them that i didnt know how to start.
Well, for example, i had finally make the decision to stay at INNOVA. I received different kind of "reaction" from different people but anyhow i'm not regretting. As a bonus, most of my Civil classmates are staying too even though some of them want to take up 4As subjects. Now.i'm only a little confuse whether to take up 4 subjects as well....
And yes, guide training is getting more fun. I suppose i'm beginning to get used to being a young adult. Seriously, thing wasnt as easy during my first 2 trainings because almost all the sec 1 are shy and quiet. Thankfully, the girls started to "brighten" up this week. They were so damn ethu and at last all of them recognised and rememebered my name.lol~ I really hope all of them would pass their enrolment test next week. I guess i can only keep my fingers cross right now.....

O results!

2005-03-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

Oh wow.it's has been a long time since i last update my blog. Time flies huh?
Anyway, just got back my "O" level result yesterday and i was extremely contented. Got 11 for L1R5.Even till now, I could still remember the nervousness and tension before the official release. I could hardly breathe.
Even though, i'm relieved after i know my L1R5, i started to get confuse all over again. Where should i go next? Poly or JC? If JC? Which one? The most difficult decision is-Should i stay in Innova?
Ok, i must really admit tat i like Innova. I love the sch system, te teachers n also te environment. However, it's not yet an established sch and thus many people around actually discouraged me to stay there. Confuse.....
Anyway, just went to sentosa-fort siloso with my JC class earlier on n of course, we talked abt it.(Stayin in innova?) It's pretty obvious tat most of us r still pondering whether to transfer. The saddest part is even if we choose to stay, we might not be place in te same class anymore since some wanted 4 As subjects while other want 3. I would really miss these guys if we are to part. Those fun memories including the earlier beach outing would always stay in my mind. Do you noe? It's considered my first time playing beach volleyball n kayaking today n you guys r there to teach n bring joy in me........
Guess, i would still need sometime to thing over........confuse:(

Woohoo

2005-02-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

You guys wouldnt believe this..
I was waiting for the train today in the morning before sch when this guy approached me. He looked familiar as i had seen he quite a number of times.(He took the same train as me every morning ma). Anyway, i was too "engrossed" in listening to my mp3 tat i didnt notice he was standing next to me. So, can you guys imagine the shock on my face when he tapped my shoulder.
Fortunately, i didnt't react like an idoit. At least i remain calm instead of shouting, "Molest!". Haha~ Beside, it was a miracle tat i could put on a smile when the guy say "Hi". Ok, i admit i was nervous.As you see, I had never face such situation before. But i do managed to chat with him until Woodlands.Finally, he told me something wich caught me off guard again, before i left. He said, "See you again on next monday!".......
I'm still surprise even when i'm typing this. Yea, before you guys start to ask me tons of questions, i do not know the guy's name yet.Funny huh? we chated for full 15 minutes without officially introduced one another.

V day

2005-02-14T19:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's day!
lol.......Anyway, i had quite a wonderful V.Day.Wait, Dun get the wrong idea. I have no boyfriend yet. I mean i enjoy the V.Day celebration wid my friends.
As you see, my class had this game whereby each of us picked a mysterious partner whom we had to give something to on Valentine's day. Sounds cool huh? lol
Of course, there was alot of speculations abt "who picking who". Fortunately, the guy i picked is not that bad and surprisely, the guy who picked me is not bad either. It was really fun, i must say.
Anyway, it was aso pretty interesting to note who has the most number of presents in sch. Well, as usual, i didnt receive any flowers, lol. But there were girls in my sch who carried abt 3 to 4 bouquet of flowers. I wonder how many admirers they have or should i say how many boyfriends they have..opps.....hehe!
I suppose, i'm still proud to be a single. I wanna enjoy my singlehood to the fullest! wat abt u?;p

CNY

2005-02-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

Sorry for this late greeting..but Happy Chinese New yr!
Anyway, I really had a fantastic new year celebration! Well, i had received many red packets(More than expected..haha), visit many of my dear relatives and had lotsa fun! Cheers!
Beside, i get to REALLY "gamble" for my very first time. As you see, i played blackjack wid all my cousins and i managed to win a few dollars!(We played small-a few cents like tat)Gee~ Fortunately, i didnt get addicted and stop after a few hands. Hmm..did i mention, a few of us intended to actually trick one of my cousin's husband who is a banker.(He's rich!) But unexpectantly, tat lucky dude ended up winning away all our money instead. It was pretty hilarious.
And also..i managed to see my the other cousin's handsome boyfriend..hahaha. All of us really had a great chat and we came to realise how each n everyone of us had grown up. We were no longer the little kids anymore. Who noe. Maybe just after a few more years, i would receive more red packets when my dear cousins get marry.......hehehe! Hey guys, must work hard! I look forward to those days:)

phew

2005-02-04T16:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm..haven been updating my blog lately..too busy!!!! Now, i finally understand y some ppls stop blogging...haha~
Anyway, quite a lot of things happened for the past few days. There is this guy who is my ex-schoolmate(I cannot name him out online) been "outcasted" in my junior college's class. I really pity him...
You guys might be thinking what's the big deal in the whole issue. The big deal is he's my ex-schoolmate n yet i can do nothing to help him. You can say i'm mean or cruel but i must admit i had been "cold" towards him lately. Please dun ask me why.......
Human emotions are indeed complicating huh? Seriously, i think the whole issue's childish. Crap. But can i prevent my this friend from being "outcasted"? It's his characters that had caused his plight. Sometimes, i'm really tempted to tell him those reasons why ppls hated him but in the end, i didnt have the gut. Anyway, man has pride. Wouldnt i hurt his ego if i'm too direct?
Right now, i'm beginning to feel uncomfortable with his presence. I have suddenly become aware of all his weaknesses. It scare me.
When's such thing gonna end?????

Malay?

2005-01-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

I had been mistaken as a Malay once again...This was already the 8th time tat ppl assumed i was a Malay.
I find this rather funny. Isn't it an irony tat no matter how hard i look in front of my mirror, i dun think i look like a malay?
Well, i didn't really mind when ppl commented, "Are you a Malay?". So after so many "misunderstanding", i had come to a point to accept the fact tat maybe i do really look like a Malay. What's the big deal anyway? haha
Beside, i had face situation even worst than this. Many ppl actually thought i was a lower secondary school student. I rememebered once when i was having a check-up at Institute of Heath, the nurse on duty actually thought i was a primary school student and made me line up in the "kid" section. I was seconadry 3 then.
Hmm..perharps i should be glad. At least I can afford to "act cute" without making other feel disgusted. Hahahahahaha. Nah.i'm just kidding! ;)

Pretence

2005-01-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just dun understand what some people are thinking.
Yesterday, I went to Guangyin Temple with my parents and saw this poor man sitting at a corner. A sign which written-I had lost both of my legs. Pls donate- in chinese, was place in front of him and his lower body was covered by a blanklet. My mother took pitied of that man and gave him a 10 dollar note. Even though, it was not eactly a hugh sum of money, the 10 dollar would ensure the poor chap a meal. We walked away, thinking that we had done a good deed.
But, we were wrong.
We were about to leave the temple when it started raining. To my astonishment, i saw the so called-without legs man actually stood up, packed his belongings and started RUNNING to the nearest building to seek shelter! Can you believe it?? All of us were dumbstruck...
Maybe that man has his reason to cheat. Or maybe he is just in need of money. I dun noe. But since he is normal with 2 legs n 2 hands. Shouldn't he make use of dem?
It's sad to really say.....some people just take singaporean's generosity for granted.

sian

2005-01-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm..finally tomorrow is a holiday! After nearly 3 weeks in J/C, i realised time really flies. In about a month time, we will be receiving our long- waiting O level result....Anyway, my GP teacher just confirmed it. She mentioned during lesson time that the result would be out in week 8.haha Right now, i'm still pondering whether to attend J/C lesson tat day. Bet i wouldn't have the mood to attend any tutorials or lectures.(Serious) Haha

By the way, did i mention i have become YA(Young adults) of Girl Guides? All guide sisters outta-Pls dun get a heart attack. I know you guys will be surprise..lol. Who will expect someone like me to continue in the guiding world..

But, no matter what, i still look forward for the weekly training! Couldn't wait to see those cute sec 1 girls..wahahahaha

what a day!

2005-01-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

Oh my god. You guys wouldn't believe this. I had entered the male toilet earlier on!! It was so damn embarrassing!
Just picture this. A teengae girl walking into a washroom with a middle-age man unzipping his pant at a corner. For goodness sake, tat girl was me...
I couldnt describe my feelin then. I was momentarily stunned. Anyway, when came upon such situation, we should quickly apologised and "escaped" the scene. But i did not respond in such way. In fact i stood starin at him for a while(I hope my mouth wasn't gaping wide) without sayin a single word. Why am i such an idoit???
Of course, i left the toilet anyhow n rushed to join my family outside. Unsurprisingly, my own kins laughed and teased, thinking my "plight" was hilarious, even my dad. I had now unwillingly become a joke. What a day indeed!

sign

2005-01-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

Have you guys read the story-Five people you met in heaven by Mitch Albom? This was already the 5th time i had finish reading the book and surprisingly i dun find it boring.
I guess i'm fascinated by the "heaven" in the story. lol. Ok, since childhood, i was told about heaven n hell. If we do commit any bad things in life, we will have to face 18 levels of punishment. On the other hand, should we do anything great, we will be send to heaven where there is peace. An interesting concept indeed...
Call me unrealistic or stupid, till now i still do believe in this myth. Unfortunately it does not prevent me from committing mistakes like telling lies...hehe
wat abt u?

j/c life

2005-01-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

I realise i'm definitely not thrifty. Why? Just withdraw 300 bunks from my acount earlier on n i had already spent 100 dollars..lol There goes my holiday paycheck. I wonder why is it always so easy to spend ur money but so damn difficult to earn them.
Anyway, i suppose i'm in an exceptionally good mood today since i'm suddenly 300 dollars richer. BUT, i can predict by the end of this week, i would be back to square one-Broke.
Sometimes, i do wish i'm working instead of studying in J/c. I would then have the extra pocket money. However, my J/C life is so far so good and my previous job experience as the 7-eleven sales promoter was too"frightening" to describe, i still remained as a student in the end.
Right now, i had came up with this plan. To earn money while i'm studying. Just imagaine, we would be pay maybe $2.50 for every hour we spent in school. Wouldn't it be great? Dream on..i knew..hehe

Tears

2005-01-09T17:37:00.000+08:00

I had a nightmare last night which seem so real. I dream of my mother dying.
It was so frightening and i was freak out totally. I remembered myself crying so hard in my dream that when i awake, there were real tears on my face. My heart was still beatin wildly then. I just coulnt imagaine my mother leaving me..
Anyhow, the first thing i did in the morning was to recount my dream to my brother. I was told tat should one reveal his/her dream, the dream would not be real. I really hope this was true..

Orientation

2005-01-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

Our 1 week orientation's finally over...If you guys from Gemini managed to read this, i would really want to thank you ppls sincerely.
Thank you Shi Min for being my first friend in Innova, Thank you Hui fang and Shabila for brightening up my days with your chats and laughters
Thank you Su Hui and Ellie who not only become my team mates but also friends.
Thank you the guy gang-Guo Hui, Cheng Siong, Deepan, Bo Hong, Alvin, Yixing, Woon Han, Puden and Lit Sheng who always give support to the girls. I'm impressed with all ur different characters...haha
Lastly, i would like to thank Mr yip-our Orientation group faciliator. Without him, there would be no Gemini in the first place.
I had enjoyed myself totally during the orientation. Really glad that you guys had entered part of my life. Hope we will maintain our friendship even in the future! Best of luck Gemini peeps!:)

Mistakes

2005-01-06T19:16:00.000+08:00

There's hardly anyone on earth who hasn't commit any mistakes in their life. Be it minor or major. Afterall, we are not born to be perfect.
Well, just like many other people, i, too, had committed quite a no. of mistakes. Although i'm not exactly proud to admit this, there's no reason for me to cover up this fact either. In fact, i was regretful.
There was time when i wrote incorrect answers on my examination papers; misunderstood my best mates and started a cold war with her; Lied to my parents etc etc. They were all my previous mistakes.
Thankfully, i managed to learn my lesson at the end of it. At least, i learnt to be more careful when answering questions for papers in the future; clear any misunderstanding with my friends before i lose my cool and finally, not to lie to my parents anymore...
That's life isn't? If there's no mistakes, would we ever learnt and turn over a new leaf? Would we experience the pain of punisment? And most importantly, would we appreciate life better? But , i must make clear the point- should we be given a chance to ammend our mistakes, do treasure them carefully. Let's not commit the same mistakes over and over again. It's not wise at all.

Fear

2005-01-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, have you ever wish that u can overcome your fear and do something which are totally outrageous?
My secondary school principal often mentioned- Step out of our comfort zone and into the courage zone. A realistic advise indeed but is it really tat simple? I doubt so.
During my 3 months Junior college provision orientation, for example, I experienced fear of studying in a new environment as well as meeting unfamiliar and new faces. You may be laughing right now, thinking how on earth should i be fearful. But that was exactly how i felt that day.
Under those circumstances, i could choose to run away from reality by remaining afraid and shy. I could refuse to take the initative in making new friends and become a loner as a result. But i didn't. Why? Because i managed to take a step in overcoming my fear.
I suppose in life, we are destined to face many challenges and obstacles. Anyway, It is through those situations that we learn to grow and become mature. So if we allow our own fear to stop us from achievin one goal, life would not be neither challenging nor meaningful at all.
We must dare to take risks and have the guts to say "yes" to difficult tasks. Afterall, i'm sure all of us would feel great sense of satisfaction should we really accomplised our mission.
I must admit that i'm not a daring person and there is definitely a long way for me to become someone who really dares to risk.But i'm still hopeful. I guess as long as we believe in ourselves and be confident of who we are, i'm sure overcoming our own fear is nothing difficult at all. Really.

Dream

2005-01-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

Do you have dreams?
As a child, my dreams changes. There was a time when i dream of becomin a teacher and there was once when i dream of becoming a doctor. I even wish to be a lawyer.As a whole, i just wish to become a successful person.
Sometimes, we watched on TV featuring all these successful people. They told us about their challenges and how they overcame their obstacles. As a result, we are being inspired and admired their actions.
But while we are celebrating the success of these people, have we thought of these group of ordinary people who are also contributing to singapore's economy? Their only difference-They earn a lower income each year. These group of people consists of sweepers, cleaners, construction workers etc. They are what we called blue-collared workers.
Shouldnt these people deserved some recognition for their hard work?
When i was working as a sales promoter at 7-11, i came to know this India lady toilet cleaner at Centrepoint. She told me about many things and one include her dreams. She just wish to raise her 3 children until they grow up and have their own careers. It may sounds easy but did i mention that her husband had abandoned the family when she had their first child? Or did i mentioned that her first son is now in jail while the other 2 sons are still schoolin? Can you now then understand why i admired this lady in the first place? In fact, i think she inspired me more than those successful people featured on TV.
In life, we too, are bound to experience different situations and at each situation, we are bound to have a different dream. A sick person would just wish he/she is alive for another day while a poor may dream of becoming wealthy one day. For those victims who are affected by the tidal waves? I'm sure they just wish no such disaster wld ever occur again.
What abt my dream? Everyday would be a better day i guess.....

Brand New year

2005-01-01T14:58:00.000+08:00

Another year had went by....
How time really flies..
How i wish i can fully control time.
Just picture this scenario. You were down with a terminal disease and were given 1 year; 1 month; 1 week; 1 day; 1 hour; 1 min or just 1 sec to live. How will u spend it meaningfully?
I have often thought abt this situation and most of the time, i couldnt find an answer. I'm not sure whether will i have the courage to face the problem.
I fear of death and i fear the moment when my eyes refused to open again. Just thinking of it would makes my hair stands.
But, i must die anyway. It's a human cyle. We were born in to world to live, to experience, to sacrific, to learnt and to dominate. Once the journey came to an end, we must leave and allow the next generation to take over.
Time shows no mercy. Every minutes and every second counts. We must make the best out of our time before all was too late. Unexpected things happen all the time. I may be typing this blog now but the next moment, i may just leave this world. We really shouldnt just leave everything at the last moment.
As the words saying-Fight against time. We must not let time control our fate. Didnt you guys find it meaningless to do the same routine each day. [The alarm bell rings, brush your teeth, shower, went to sch, lessons time, sch dismissal, homeworks, TV and sleep] This goes the same for the next day. We are just like living machine.But what can we do? We are bein "set" to do those things. Just imagaine if you were to continue this simple routine for the rest of ur life, will u be happy? Will u then find satisfaction in life? I don't think so.
Maybe there are really certain things which we cannot change but we can make a slight difference to it. Wat abt sacrifying our TV time doing volunteerin work? Or what abt sacrifying a little of our sleepin time and try to communicate with other people like our family members. We can even make full use of our lesson time by stayin attentive and focus so tat we really learnt something at the end of the day.
Finally, Do u get the picture? Time is precious and we cannot afford to "waste" it away. Let's seriously get on with Life!!!

Human emotions

2004-12-31T17:21:00.000+08:00

Human emotions. A very complicated term.
Everyday, i experienced different form of emotions-happiness, sadness, disappointment, amazement...
Have you guys ever tried to control your emotions then?
I did and most of the time i failed.
It was easy to say than done. There was a time when my grandmother passed away. The atmosphere at the funeral was tense. We sat silent most of the time and not a single person cried-Our grandmother wanted us to be strong(Tat's wat my parents said.) However, nobody could withheld our tears when we saw our grandmother's dead body in the end even young children like us. Till now, i still feel a sense of emptiness whenever i think of her. Perharps, i really miss my grandmother alot.
Then, there was moments when i experience buildin anger. I tried to keep cool but anyhow, i just "exploded" and In the end, i would often felt embarrassed or regretful abt my sudden outburst of temper.
I hated the most when i felt lost and confused. Everything just seemed to turn away from you. You have no aim, no direction and life just seem so meaningless. The worst part of it was tat nobody could understand ur emotions and there was no one to lend u a listening ear.
I changes as i grew older. The way i deal with my emotions changes as well. Right now, i allow myself to be emotional. Afterall, i'm also a human.I allow myself to cry when watching drama series without thinkin i'm silly and i allow myself to laugh when met with awkward occurances. In fact, i even laughed at myself in front of the mirror daily to cheer up my day. You can try this as well. It really works! haha

Appearance?

2004-12-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

Is it true that we shouldn't judge a book by its cover?
In this world, is inner beauty really more important?
I really dun noe.
But one point is confirm-one's appearance do matter.
In reality, life's cruel. We watched people in reality series like The Swan n Extreme make-over, tryin to beautify themselves in order to gain back their confidence. They cried and complained abt how their looks had "destroyed" their life. I understand their feelings and situation completely. It's sad but let's live with it. Hey, we were born this way n so let it be.
I'm just an average joe, livin an ordinary life. I used to be severely overweight and unsurprisingly, i had been teased mercilessly. I still remembered this coffee shop attendant who always called me "Xiao Pang Mei"(in another words Little fat girl) when i was around. My pride was hurt deeply.
As i grew older, i couldnt control my weight problem. I tried everything from exercising and dietin but all was futile. I was discourage and my solution to cover my disappointment- To eat more. Of course, i was given lots of cruel nicknames as a result. There was once, when 1 of my primary school classmates even wrote a hurtful poem in my autograph book. It goes like this:
Knock! Knock!
Who's there?
May
May Who?
May Yi's a big fatty!
I cried after readin it.
Sometimes, i just dun understand how human relate to one another. Shouldnt we suppose to be sensitive to the other party? Shouldn't one's characters be more important than appearance? Our looks changes as we grow old but not our characters. Our individual personalities remain permanent.
But, come to this moment, i must thank those people who had teased me in one way or another. Their insults had motivate me to lose weight throughtout the years. Anyway, I must admit tat my first intention was to look better but after sometimes, i realised i was exercising to be more healthier.
Right now, i was happy with my weight, my look and my life. I may not be a magazine cover girl but i'm who i'm n i like myself. Hey people! Let's face it! Unattractive people are also humans. They do have feelings. Just give them some space to live n breathe in peace...

People dying

2004-12-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, I realised how fortunate i am.
The recent killer waves which killed millions of people is devastating.
I felt sad for all those who were affected n many thoughts just came into my mind.
Why did we only realise life's so precious at our last moments? Why did we only cherish our loved ones when met with any misfortune. Is this reality? Is Mother Nature then set to kill?
My thoughts went unanswered.
However, i learnt an important lesson.
I used to n r still worried over many things. Things such as whether i have enough pocket money to survive each wk, my phone bill, my exam results, experiencing a new sch environment, whether i have gain any extra pounds etc etc. The list goes on and on.
But When i compared my problems with those tidal wave victims who had lost their loved ones, lost their home grounds and even lost their way of life. I realised my worries and problems are no big deal at all.
I'm so fortunate.
I couldn't imagaine living without my family, my friends as Life would definitely not be the same anymore. I do quarrelled with these people some other times- I shouted at my parents when they misunderstand me, i argued with friends when things went sour. Sometimes, I even apologised in the end but i guess all was too late.
The hurt had already been inflicted on the other party.
Well, i reckon in this world, we must forgive n forget, learnt to think twice before each actions and live life to the fullest. Unexpected things happened each time and i told myself to be prepared to leave this world with no regrets...

Perfect body?

2004-12-28T17:12:00.000+08:00

I went to the gym just now, spending almost 2 long hour, doing my gruellin routine work-outs(20 mins on the treadmill, 20 mins on the stepper, 20 mins on cycle, 20 mins on stretcher n the rest muscle build-up. I always left the gym, feelin energised and satisfied but hungry at the same time. My stomach just coulnt stop complaining-"I need food!". I always had a hard time at those moments. What should i exactly eat? Friends who sometimes came along wld looked at me in amazement and gave me their advices-" May yi, you cant just keep on dietin n exercisin. U r just torturing ur body!" Yea, i knew they were right but hey, I enjoyed such lifestyle(really). Exercising and dietin had already become part of my life. I'm happy to visit the gym everyday n i'm seriously nt sick of it. In fact, i love it! haha~ Maybe i'm a exercise freak or junkie but i must really say tat those gym visits had indeed make me more healthy. Anyway, after much thoughts, i stood at one corner starin at the "Macdonald" sign and then the "kong guan bun" sign, nt far away fro it. In the end, I had 2 Kong guan vegetable buns(I knew my friends wld say "not again"" for my breakfast. Surprisingly, i felt much happier. I suppose, i had make a right choice in the end..Afterall those buns contain less calories.hehe

3 days..

2004-12-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

*yawn* I'm still so tired after my 2 hr long nap. Just came back fro the shopping trip wid wai. I guess it was more of a "walking" trip..haha~ We really walked a lot..futhermore i had visited the gym earlier...*yawn*
Hmm..btw, i had finally settle on this blogskin. It was too cute for me to resist..haha~ Anyway, one of the teacher fro Innova Junior college called me after my nap n told me abt the sch orientation. I was kanna in the group called-Gemini. At tat point, i couldnt help but felt scared abt how time really flies-Sch is reopening just next wk! In a wk time, i'm goin to experience a whole new learning environment n meet many new faces. Didnt it sounds cool? haha~it just reminded me of those days when i attended my sec 1 orientation.wahahahaha~ Tsk Tsk...i'm gettin more n more excited..hehe~ I suppose i would definitely miss my secondary sch life. Let's hope in a few months time, all of us wld gathered back in yishun town n receive great results..haha!

tired!!

2004-12-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

Omg..just change my entire blogskin. It was damn tough!!! I dun even noe wat the hell am i doing?? lol~ I suppose my current blog still look fine even though i'm nt a supportor of natasha beddingfield..hehe. Sounds so irony..wahahahaha Anyway, i'm pretty amazed by the fact tat i'm so FREE. ya..free! Well, if you still dun get it, i've been workin as a sales promoter for 7-eleven for the past 3 weeks and fortunately it ended on 24th dec!!! I couldnt express how tough tat job is. In fact, i swear i wldnt be a sale promoter in my future anymore.haha~ Hmm...but then i suppose all was worthwhile coz i learnt quite a lot of workin experience n make many new friends! Somehow, i even felt like cryin durin my last day at work..lol. I miss those staffs especially steven!! Wahahahahaha. Okok..guess i got to end off. Sch returning next wk!(time files) Peace out...